What is it like to be a volunteer?
The VSO volunteer handbook tries to give the prospective volunteer
an indication as to what volunteering will be like. It tries to
give the volunteer a flavour of the highs and lows that will face
a volunteer in-country. There are compulsory (and non-compulsory)
weekend training courses that attempt to do the same (Preparing
for Change, for instance).
As much as you hear the words of VSO and the return volunteers
- 'it was a rewarding experience, but it had its difficulties...'
- they don't sink in properly until you actually have the experience
yourself (and sometimes return volunteers can be guilty of glossing
over any negative experiences they have had).
This section, therefore, is about correlating VSO's cautionary
words with some of the challenging times I experienced. It is not
about ridiculing these words; it is more about explaining (as best
I can) what these words really mean.
Again, it is still someone else's experience and you may still
not be able to make a connection, but at least I can explain how
a straightforward situation actually affected me. No one can expect
to live for two years without experiencing difficulties, wherever
you live - but there are difficulties and difficulties.
Again, this are my experiences, and they affected me because of
who I am. They may not affect you at all, but then something else
might instead. It can take you by surprise.
A real benefit of volunteering, I feel, is this process of self-rediscovery.
So, watch this space!
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